I Have to get back to the game

I have found my passion. Something that I Love to do and Great to do. Something that inside me and stick with my soul. I have found my passion. But, the world was not ready for me to take a responsibility for my entire life to be what my passion will be. So that drive me sick, I tried to move forward and try another passion that didn’t exist yet it my soul like before.

I read a book about passion that called “young on top” and I found a bright idea to bring me to the game without suffering caused by my journey to find another passion. On that book said that it doesn’t matter if I was on the passion and the world need me to change to another passion. Because everyone could be change their passion by practicing. That must be harder than it says, but I have to try. Whatever could it be, whatever I wannabe, suffer or frustrated, but the world need me to try this.

I sacrificed my own soul, my own way to live my life and my passion and choose to change Who I am and what I am. It might be change my way to treated the world and everyone around me. That was the price I have to pay for it and I ready for it. I ready to change everything to take a responsibility to my life for my parents.

Half year after I wrote this note (the note above), now I find my new passion and I don’t need to betray my old passion. How can I do that? It’s simple, what I need is just to keep both passion and combine those passion to be one great passion that support each other. Although both of them were different on any aspect, but I saw a chance to combine it and now I can be the great what I am. Me as the greatest forwarder for my old passion is now supported by my new passion that can drive me to the last man standing in this new era of civilization.

I’m the winner guys, and I’m proud but I always do humble.